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Jul. 23rd, 2008 11:02 amMrr. For the last week or so, I have been having stressful dreams usually involving school, or huge crowds, and also people from school (high school and college) and a few random Jpop/rockers. I think I'm stressing about moving out again, even if I don't feel worried when I'm awake. x_x
I've started volunteering twice a week at a local library, which has mostly been rather boring. The woman I work for is very meticulous and methodical and... slow (her way of opening up a new Word document is to open an existing one, go File --> Close, then go File --> New), and has low expectations, I think. Last week, I finished my task (sorting maps and writing them down by hand) after seventy minutes, and she asked if I wanted to go home, even though I'm there for two hours. >.> And then said it was okay if I took a break (but two hours of simple tasks where I am sitting down the whole time is not really all that hard to do non-stop). But she wasn't there yesterday, so I got to do some inventory stuff. Even after working retail for a bit, scanning things is still fun, and I got to feel important while pushing a cart around and loading books on it. People also asked me questions (or stared at me as if they wanted to ask a question), and I was moderately helpful for two of them, and not helpful for one.
Sleepy. Cold. Mehblargh.
I've started volunteering twice a week at a local library, which has mostly been rather boring. The woman I work for is very meticulous and methodical and... slow (her way of opening up a new Word document is to open an existing one, go File --> Close, then go File --> New), and has low expectations, I think. Last week, I finished my task (sorting maps and writing them down by hand) after seventy minutes, and she asked if I wanted to go home, even though I'm there for two hours. >.> And then said it was okay if I took a break (but two hours of simple tasks where I am sitting down the whole time is not really all that hard to do non-stop). But she wasn't there yesterday, so I got to do some inventory stuff. Even after working retail for a bit, scanning things is still fun, and I got to feel important while pushing a cart around and loading books on it. People also asked me questions (or stared at me as if they wanted to ask a question), and I was moderately helpful for two of them, and not helpful for one.
Sleepy. Cold. Mehblargh.
